It’s getting really cold. Every 15 minutes I spent outside shooting pictures, I had to run back into my apartment to get some warm air. But a bright sun in the winter is just irresistible, even though it means it’s colder than snow.
And I realized that, no matter how hard the condition is, if you’re doing something you love, you feel more joy than anything else.
晚秋
Red Brush
傍晚的云
红墙
Self Portrait
The weather of last weekend and this weekend is totally opposite.
It was gorgeous last weekend, but cold. I was very reluctant to take out my camera with thick scarf and gloves. So I decided to stay home, sit beside the window, enjoying the sunshine and the warmth coming from the heater. It was relaxing. I was flipping through Victoria’s Secret’s new catalog, looking at sweaters, shirts, dresses, pants, costs, boots… There’re so many beautiful things I want to order, but I don’t have enough money. All these beautiful things I can create by myself, but I don’t have enough money. So I started to wonder again: It’s been 4 years after school, I’m no longer 22, but I’m still not doing what I would love to do for the rest of my life. So what’s the plan now?
It’s gloomy this weekend, and it’s been raining since the morning. Like last weekend, I was very reluctant to go anywhere. So again, I stayed home, sat beside my window, listening to the rain drops and watching the yellow leaves on the big trees in front of the house floating in the air and falling on the ground. It was relaxing too, but my mind started wondering again: it’s another week, in fact, it’s almost another year, what should I do now?
I went to the kitchen to make some tea. Looking out of the window, I found that the trees in the backyard which had been covered with full green leaves last weekend, now did not have much leaves left. But they’re still very pretty in the rain.
